My name is Chelsea. Epic I know. All that build up for a sentence with my name in it. Like what happened to the secrets?! Regardless I'm 21 which is weirder than the fact that I have 3 kids been married divorced and engaged all before I hit that number. I still drive around by passing every liquor store like I cant get in them. And then turn right around and get bitter with the guy at the register when he asks for my ID like bitch Im 21 I have been able to buy cigarettes for the last 3 years. I have 2 kids and Im a birth mother to another. Hunter and Matix. Beautiful little boys with an attitude like their mom and a temper like their dad. What a joy they will be in their teenage years - completely sarcastic statement there. I am currently renting a space in my sisters bed at my moms and the family guest room of my dads. That is if I am not cloud surfing with my friends Sharay and Kevin or making like the Flintstones and making that bedrock at my mans house! Oh yeah and I have a boyfriend that I kinda think that I love. I really feel like if there is someone worth taking the time to know its definitely him. BUT - he hasn't met the boys yet and I feel like I am not going to completely let my guard down until he meets them. Because if it all boils down to the fact that he cant handle being a person to help me raise those boys like they need to then I don't want to be completely crushed if things just dont work out. And I also have a best friend that I have had my whole entire life and I honestly dont know how I would make it out of this steep spot in my life without her. She is like my rock. I know she will always be there and do whatever she can to help me up when I fall down. Here's to a hundred more years girl! Love you!
Anyways. I dont know what else to write for today this blogging thing could get pretty interesting. Good night world.
